Love you....me.

I have to start this off by saying THANK YOU!

Thank you so much for the support, love and prayers you

sent my way after my last post!!

You guys mean the world to me...

which makes this post and the discipline that's

going to come with it difficult.

As you guys know I'm planning to take the GRE test to

see if going back to school is the next step in God's plan for me.

I haven't studied now in several weeks. The computer is my

mindless distraction...so...for the next couple of weeks

I'm not going to be able to visit in Blogland.

I am allowing myself to check emails though.

I get so much support and love here but it's the

"roaming" time that is using time that could be used for

studying. You have know idea how hard this is to type...

I've been so focused on the dreams that I'm neglecting the work

that needs to get done to reach those places.

I need to stop day dreaming and stay focused in the present

and get things done.

The reason I stopped studying weeks ago was because I

was getting very overwhelmed...when it gets that bad it

tends to spin me out of control inside. That is something

I'm very afraid of. I'm facing some really big fears right now.

I'm really allowing fear to plant roots again and I need to go

tend to that....

Thanks again for your love and prayers!!

I'll see you guys around Thanksgiving!!

Miss you already...HUGS...tight hugs!!!

Don't get distracted from life by focusing on worries, fears or

even dreams.....