Sunday, September 21, 2008

Do you guys remember the Hymn "Rescue the Perishing"?
I never noticed the third line until this week....

"Down in the human heart, Crush'd by the tempter,
Feelings lie buried that grace can restore;
Touch'd by a loving heart, Waken'd by kindness,
Chords that are broken will vibrate once more.
Rescue the perishing, Care for the dying;
Jesus is merciful, Jesus will save."

"Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue;
be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me.
Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake
of your name lead and guide me. Free me from the
trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge.
Into your hands I commit my spirit; redeem me,
Oh LORD, the God of truth....You have not handed
me over to the enemy but have set my feet in a
spacious place." Ps 31:2-8

Thursday, September 18, 2008



All I can say and think tonight is God's Glory!!
Isn't He so amazing!!! I was sharing this with a friend tonight...
I've been so hungry to SEE Him. He is showing up BIG right now
in front of my eyes. My physical eyes and my Spiritual eyes!
Nothing in my circumstances have changed but my spirit is moving
back where it should have never moved from...at His feet, by His side,
behind the shield of Faith...
There is nothing like a fresh rain of Him after a loooong dry spell...is it?!
My friends and Sisters in Faith....I pray He is raining down on you tonight too!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

satan you're the Biggest Loser...

I just finished watching the beginning episode of the
Biggest Loser. I love this show because it's so
motivating. I have to say that right now I'm loving
on the Red Team because they are parents with a
son with Autism and the Brown Team they are
from the home state! As I watched it tonight I had
these huge lumps in my throat. When I watch a
sad movie my throat is killing me at the end because
when I cry it's an ugly cry. When that wife on the
Orange Team started pushing her husband to keep
going and not to quit....yeah....I lost it! The ugly
cry was on. It just hit me that even though they
were pushing through the physical realm...I am
pushing through the Spiritual realm!! We all are.
We look around and see the shape we are in and
think how in the world did I get here?! If only I
hadn't gotten so lazy and off focus. If I had just
trusted Him and kept closer to Him I wouldn't
have strayed to this.
As I mentioned in my last post- satan has so been
trying to pull me back to a place God and I have
pulled me out of. Satan is crazy if he thinks I'm
going back there again! I think the biggest thing
that has helped me is the accountability I have
found here in Blogland. I know that you Girls are
going to help pray me through things...as I intend
to continue doing for you. There are some of you
that call me out on things. We need each other.
Not in a "needy" clingy unhealthy way. We need
prayer partners, cheerleaders, party people to do
victory dances with, we need to hold up each others
arms when we grow weary and we need to hold
each others feet to the fire in commitments we've
made.
So here's to being on the same Team...Go Team Go!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

YIKES!! I just realized it's been a week since my last post!!
Well, let's see....We've been working on our Fall Festival at
church, we started our Daniel Bible Study and I also picked up
studying for the GRE. So....test...ugh....Fall Fest...work....ahh
Bible study...ding ding we have a winner. Ok, let's talk about
Bible study...may I just say my toes have already been stepped
on?!?? That's okay though because it's a good thang! I feel like
some of the fog has become clear. In other words in an area of
real confusion God has given me MAJOR insight.
In our study the first question got me. Mrs. Moore said, "We
also have an enemy who wants to return us to places God
called us to leave." She also talked about how satan didn't
want to just set us back, that he wanted to take us all the
way back. To make it look like we had made no progress.
Well, I think that my restlessness in my job has been doing
just that for me. After graduation I thought things would
neatly fall into place....boy was that far from what happened.
He's been trying to tell me for two years that it's all in His
time. I know I know.... There have just been a lot of things
going on at work and it's already a stressful job in itself.
There have just been times were it did seem like there
was no progress. Oh, but there has been!! I have a
couple of other thoughts I'd like to share through the
week....I wish I had the time now and all the thoughts
processed to share.
If you are in a cloud of fog...I pray that He will soon make
things clear. In the meantime don't let satan use the
foggy times to make you think there's no progress
being made. As a friend of my tells me often
"Trust what is True". Keep believing...Keep walking.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Little treasures...



I love photography! I haven't picked my camera up in months. So,
last Sat. I decided to carry it with me when I went out the door. I
thought I'd share with you one of my finds....

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Where's your focus?

God's timing was in play for my reading of My Utmost for His Highest today.
I'll share the reading and then explain a little of why....

September 6th.
DIFFUSIVENESS OF LIFE
"Rivers of living water." John 7:38
A river touches places of which its source knows nothing, and Jesus says if we have received of His fulness, however small the visible measure of our lives, out of us will flow the rivers that will bless to the uttermost parts of the earth. We have nothing to do with the outflow - "This is the work of God that ye believe. . . ." God rarely allows a soul to see how great a blessing he is.
A river is victoriously persistent, it overcomes all barriers. For a while it goes steadily on its course, then it comes to an obstacle and for a while it is baulked, but it soon makes a pathway round the obstacle. Or a river will drop out of sight for miles, and presently emerge again broader and grander than ever. You can see God using some lives, but into your life an obstacle has come and you do not seem to be of any use. Keep paying attention to the Source, and God will either take you round the obstacle or remove it. The river of the Spirit of God overcomes all obstacles. Never get your eyes on the obstacle or on the difficulty. The obstacle is a matter of indifference to the river which will flow steadily through you if you remember to keep right at the Source. Never allow anything to come between yourself and Jesus Christ, no emotion, or experience; nothing must keep you from the one great sovereign Source.
Think of the healing and far-flung rivers nursing themselves in our souls! God has been opening up marvellous truths to our minds, and every point He has opened up is an indication of the wider power of the river He will flow through us. If you believe in Jesus, you will find that God has nourished in you mighty torrents of blessing for others.

I have this "obstacle" at work. We will just say I've seen this obstacle coming
up from down stream for quite a while now. Friday it quickly approached.
I'm so glad I woke up this morning and read this. That in the midst of my
restless sleep last night He prepared these words for me as I woke. That He
would remind me to keep my focus on Him and not the obstacle. I began
to think about a Geology class we (Psych majors) had to take. How we
learned of things like rivers and how when the flow and current became
strong it would cut a course over time and form a new bend in the river.
As the rivers of our life flows along hopefully on a peaceful beautiful
landscaped scene...and then the river banks get narrow and up ahead
a large boulder laying right in the middle of the banks. And you may
think this is it...this is the end...how in the world....what in the world.
God is reminding us today to keep our eyes on Him and not the
boulder.
I know that God has placed me in this place in the river/work
"for such a time as this". As I've finally reached this dreaded
boulder...I pray and ask God Almighty not to just find a way around
it but that for the "boulder's" sake He will overflow His Water
to soak a sun dried piece of broken rock.
Girls, I have to walk in Monday...and I need God to speak through
me more than for me...the extra prayers would sure help!

Keep the focus on Him and not the obstacle!!






Thursday, September 4, 2008


I took this picture with my cell phone while going to work today.
I was stopped at a red light at the time and not driving =)
This post may seem simple in thought...but it was something God
used today to catch my attention. It was one of those moments
that something you've heard, read or even know just flips like a
light switch. I love those moments! Today God just made it so
real and vivid to me...or else I would have missed or even dismissed
it.
I was looking at the clouds and there was this mixture of dark clouds
left over from Hurricane Gustav and peeks of blue sky. Then as
quick as I could look back down and straight ahead it was raining and
completely dark again. Just like that it hit...that's the way my life
has been in the last year or so. One minute it's raining, next minute
some sunshine, a few more minutes and it's cloudy, then raining
again....thus the cycle rolls on and on. For some reason today it
struck me that...yes....He is always there. No matter if it's cloudy,
raining, storming or sunny...He is there behind it all....with me!!
It may look like He is gone or feel like He is gone but He's not!
It was important for Him to open my eyes to this today...not
because I didn't know He wasn't there. It was to remind me that
He is going to reveal things to me in His time. Here's something I
read the first of the week from Oswald Chambers:
"You do not know what you are going to do; the only thing you
know is that God knows what He is doing... Each morning you
wake it is to be a "going out" building in confidence on God.
Have you been asking God what He is going to do? He will
never tell you. God does not tell you what He is going to do;
He reveals to you Who He is."
I think that in the midst of my "going out" I'm making a trip
He has for me through a deep dark forest. I feel like I can't
see where I'm going or which way to walk. I'm not sure God
is going to tell me what He is up to until it becomes hindsight.
I cling to the knowlege that He knows what He is doing and I
trust that He is going to guide my way. I long with a hunger
deep in me to see and wait as He reveals to me Who He Is!!
What an amazing statement...He won't reveal the details of
this or that but instead He reveals Himself....I may not get
answers but I'll get Him!